AAAgh!! After all that sock stuffing!!! How Annoying!! It was not even that nice... I feel like I have let the team down, I was like a crazy woman. All I could think of was the stupid cake. Managed to turn down 2 offers, then insanity.
It would have helped if had consciously changed my associations with cake before i went. I have learnt to associate cake with celebrations which is self destructive in my case.
Now I have to begin my 30 days again.
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Originally Posted by Angela  ... how wonderful that you get to celebrate the joy of a wedding! Hopefully the delightful feelings you feel will distract you from the cake. 
My last couple of days have been filled with sugar cravings -- everywhere I go I see donuts and ice cream and cakes and they're all whispering my name seductively. |
Angela, Thanks for your kind thoughts and encouragement.
Donuts and icecream look so seductive and are everywhere. I am going to spend a few minutes each day redefining what is attractive foodwise, Because really what looks more amazing? A strawberry or a donut? A banana or a chocolate icecream? A chocolate icecream looks like you know what..
I think I would have been OK with the cake if i did not have to video it the sister decorating it. I am doing the DVD for my friends and you know.. the cake is a moment...
Day 1 tomorrow
Love to all
Stella