I identify with you, right now im sure i have some blocks i still dont consciously know that dont allow me to be exited about my goals.
I tried EFT before with other issues and i recommend it to you, try
Tapping.com - Free EFT Videos - Emotional Freedom Technique , i guess ill (we) have to do a few rounds with phrases like:
"Even though this is too hard for me"
"Even though i dont get the results i want to get"
"Even though this is taking too long"
"Even though i dont know if all this effort will be worth it"
"Even though i fear the concecuenses of achieving this"
And i supect that the core issue of not beign exited or enjoying the path of our goals is hidden in the answer to the last phrase, so try answering to yourself "What are the consecuences to achieving this goal?".
I wish you the best overcoming this problem.
Jesus bless us all.