No, he's not holding me back in anyway... unless having a source of negative energy in my home can hold me back. Maybe it can to a small extent. Aside from being the caretaker for my son, he's really just not a part of my life anymore. I don't think it's solely an awareness issue. Or maybe it is. I just feel like he's still so ego-centered that we can't even connect. I can't even get inside his head. Everything that comes out of his mouth... I hear his ego talking. Like the relationship isn't even between us, it's between me and his ego. Does that make sense? |