Little quickie update here...
Monday night I took Rafael Perez' suggestion to yell scream cry etc and see what came out. it was truly cathartic. I know that I need to do this again when the anger arises. For right now though it was such a tremendous help.. I had a conversation with her and aired some more of my concerns.. some of this was repeating things I have said in the past, but with a whole different emotional context behind it. I truly feel I am loosening the knot in my heart that this has created. I love you MOM.G
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