Well, I had 2 final exams today in succession.
Um, I knew I had to do well in the first one so I can have good confidence to do the 2nd exam. I got the first exam, it was easy, so you would think I had did well right? Wrong, I lost 50 points off the exam. I know it because there were two simple problems that accounted for 50 points. I studied so hard for this exam, but in the end it was the same as if I hadn't studied. The two problems were simple, went over my head, I knew I saw them, but didn't think that they would be on the test. Didn't even THINK of it. And I had no clue what the answers were.
So the second final exam was right after the first one. I didn't even feel like going, felt so horrible. I went, but half an hour late. I didn't care at this point. The exam was easier than the assignments, you would think I could do it. Nope, had no idea how to do them. My mind crashed, the problems were easy. I sat there thinking it would come to me, but it never came. I'm still waiting for it come to me. And I still don't know.
For all the hard work, what do I get in return? Nothing. Not a degree, not a good grade, not a scholarship. No, just failing grades, and more failing grades.
I'm extremely frustrated right now and I have to take it out on something. I can't have this pain in me, I have to get it out someway.