Oh that's easy -- you're obsessing at this level because of a chemical in your brain, the name is something like phenylatheline (sp?) -- point being, its giving you a blood-pressure rush, fluttering, and more importantly, causing your mind to focus on him to the exclusion of other things.
The chemical that neutralizes that and helps you "detach" so you can be more reserved until the right time is produced during strong moments of disgust.
SO, either find out things about him which you don't like (very good to bring you back to the reality that he's a person, and not the perfect idea in your head), or picture him being/doing things that are a turn off for you.
Remember, if the vision is strong enough, and repeated often enough, the mind can't tell the difference between a fantasized event and a real event. |