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i have really good crew around myself. We started going out when we were 16. So many drunk weekends are behind us, it was great. And still is, but not so often. Things like getting drunk few times a week don't mean much these days. We do it, of course twice a month probably. And it is constant search for fun and something different in our life. What will be in 5 years? I don't know. But i see the reason why people get married and settle down. There's no much things to do. Things that make them happy.

So probably i will go on my tour de world one day because of my fear of becoming 26 years old dad.

One thing i noticed in singles life. It is cool to be a single, 30 years old guy, with some degree, good job, decent payment, and attractive look and lifestlye.

But when you're some dude who hates his job, don't have money, car, living in a poor rented flat it is much harder to back in the track again. And you'll probably be a single for rest of your life or decide to get married without love, just because of fear of living and getting old alone.