One of the most powerful ways I have found to forgive someone is to visualize them sitting in some beautiful scenery, like the beach or a spring forest. I see them smiling and radiating with happiness, even if I've never seen them smiling and radiate like that in real life. Then I make it rain flower blossoms all over them. If I have a deep resentment against them, I may do this on several occasions-- whenever anger arises in me towards that person.
This may be particularly useful for you. I believe that though your mother is not physically with you, she is with you in spirit. Your resentment may be preventing you from receiving the nurturing she wishes to give you here and now.
These are just my suggestions. I hope they help you.
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