[Rafael Perez]

I had the same problem. It was associated more with the hopelessness attributed with not having enough time. You add not having enough time to the need to have every single aspect and situation planned out and you find yourself in a stagnant state paralyzed on what to do next.

Let go... Things do not have to be planned out to perfection.

In order to let go take a close look at how you view time. You have to change your relative state of time. Remember there is more than enough time to take care of what ever it is you need to take care of on your list.

To change this relationship with time, you need to live in the moment. Every single second of every day is your opportunity to define who you are. In your comments you had things you were saying about yourself that seem to focus a lot on the preparation for the job as if it is something you will do in the future.

Live in the now. If you need a list, jot down one thing then complete it and cross it off your list. The jot down the next thing and complete it and cross it off. Complete something then write it down and cross it off. Soon you will find that you do not need a list at all. You will also find that living in the moment will help you finish those things a lot faster.

I would suggest watching closely at how you talk about yourself externally or internally, do not tell yourself you cannot do it, just do it. Also do not stress out when things do not get done. You have a fresh slate every day to define yourself.

Become the person you want to be right now, and do not stress over the lists... List do not accomplish things, intent and action does. Have fun with it.