Thanks for the motivating comments
I've also tried coming up with a drive that'll push me through anything, but for myself it feels like I have too many personal 'mental barriers' to simply crush through them with my drive. That's why I'm kind of working my way 'around' it, but that's the great thing out PD isn't it? You only get better and better and in time we achieve what we never expected of ourselves =)
But I will keep pushing myself until I get through the barriers!
Thanks guys and good luck too!