All the while you focus on how much you hate that part of your body you will just attract more feelings of desperation. You fathered a child with it - so it is obviously working! If you direct hate and anger at your body when washing, that doesn't sound very healthy to me. Have you tried feeling gratitude at being able to father a child? You wife married you after making love with you so it's not like she didn't know what she was getting.
Right now your thoughts about this part of your body take over so much of your thinking and your actions that there is no room for you! Lets just say your problem did go away somehow. What would you do? You've spent so much time focusing on an aspect of your body that you haven't found out who you are or created a life that you enjoy.
How about you try to imagine what life would be like if you weren't so hung up on a part of you that all but 1 other person out of 6 billion sees and you might find things seem different. |