Everyone is giving awesome advice: I just want to clear something up, maybe this will relieve you.
This is EMPIRACAL and PROVEN though 1st hand experience: women do not give damn about your penis size. There are techniques where a penis of any size can pleasure a woman in any way imaginable; just study tantra. And women do not care anyway. You are worried about nothing. this is very basic and you may have expected someone to tell you this, but realize that it's TRUE and that what you're worried about has nothing to do with reality. It's a mind-made illusion, certifiably false. Your small penis is not a human gene mistake: it's UTTERLY IRRELEVANT. For anything.
Please do NOT compare sudoku to human life. C'mon, you're asking for a slap. A man to man slap, out of love of course. Seriously. If one thing is messed up, it doesn't screw up the whole deal.
Just realize that what you're worried about is not true, and to continue to live it would make you live a lie, quite literally, and your self-esteem will get further covered up by BS rationalizations over why this and that happened or why you cannot do this or that and other man-made nonsense that should not cloud anyone's judgement or life.  |