[abotha]

Ok, in my lacking department I can not create more acceptance. I know the facts and I have to get naked and wash down there every day thus the constant reminder stays present!

The people in my life will be with me because I deserve them not because I settle for them. They will be happy, satisfied and contented to be with me.

I do not interact with anyone socially. I only had my wife and child. No friends no nothing.

I do not say what I want because I know what I need for all of this to go away and the sad story is I can not get it. In soduko if you have one digit wrong the whole puzzle will never work out. That is a human mistake, it can be rectified, physical mistakes can not.