Yep i have to control my anger, and calm it down. Been working on it via meditation and hypnosis. I have had great progress but still a bit to go through @ DayInTheLife
yossarian thats so true, i have the same thing. My dad has his own businesses all over and i see wastage in them, and even propose to him if i can solve certain things and save him money, if he will pay me for it. But at the end he always just says i dont have enough experience of "practical" life so then says i am not capable of it.
I have realised those my anger blocks so much more than i thought. Because if i read my first post, its sort of embarassing because my parents have the right to do whatever they want with their business and life, since they helped me so much in every way. Just that we dont understand eachother well.
Ah well. I spoke to mum just earlier and she said dad will be going on a business trip for a month or more, so she will give the printer back to me then. I do feel guilty now, so i am going go applogize to both of them for my burst of anger and lets just say, indecent behaviour. I will have to figure out another way to print off the CDs within this month so when dad gets back, i will be safe still.
I love this forum, its like my gaurdian angel or something. I wonder where i could meet a concentrated amount of people like on here, in public.  |