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Originally Posted by jimbos123456  I don't really consider that to be a darkworker, I would consider a darkworker to be the cliche 33rd freemason. Or some oil executive that uses assassination, bribes, fabricated evidence to stop inventors of free energy devices. Or a pharmaceutical executive that purposely puts mercury into vaccines to harm people, depopulate the planet, and make them easier to control etc. You don't seem like you would be willing to go that far to harm people honestly. Maybe your just at like 60/40 or something, everyone is selfish at one point in their life including myself. DW's harm people all the time while making tons of money, and their reputations don't suffer for the most part. It's probably not worth all the karma screwing people over constantly in my opinion. Why would you want to increase your lifetimes incarnated? A lightworker wouldn't commit suicide as a martyr most of the time anyway, because most of them know the consequences for that. If you harm people on a regular basis, and don't feel bad about it then thats a darkworker in my opinion. I don't really think DW's control their emotions more like suppressing them. Plus study trauma based mind control it's an interesting subject. If they manage to get people to be drawn to them, then they are skilled at deception. |
Do you understand what indifference means?
A darkworker is simply indifferent to what happens to other people if it doesn't affect him. A darkworker won't think about the disasters that happen in the world, they don't affect him. If a person who's close to him is under attack then you'll be sure to see a retaliation by the darkworker if the positives outweigh the negatives.
There are very few occasions where hurting another person is actually benificial in the long term. Most of them backfire in dramatic ways and might even get you killed.
Personally I went into the darkworker path for a month or so and I experienced something very similar. Now I'm mostly unpolarized, mostly because I made a few mistakes in implementing darkworker mental habits. The main thing was that I didn't train my emotional control enough before hand and I had a bit of darkworker syndrome going on as well.
Can you give us the technique's you use to change your emotions?