[jimbos123456]

I don't really consider that to be a darkworker, I would consider a darkworker to be the cliche 33rd freemason. Or some oil executive that uses assassination, bribes, fabricated evidence to stop inventors of free energy devices. Or a pharmaceutical executive that purposely puts mercury into vaccines to harm people, depopulate the planet, and make them easier to control etc. You don't seem like you would be willing to go that far to harm people honestly. Maybe your just at like 60/40 or something, everyone is selfish at one point in their life including myself. DW's harm people all the time while making tons of money, and their reputations don't suffer for the most part. It's probably not worth all the karma screwing people over constantly in my opinion. Why would you want to increase your lifetimes incarnated? A lightworker wouldn't commit suicide as a martyr most of the time anyway, because most of them know the consequences for that. If you harm people on a regular basis, and don't feel bad about it then thats a darkworker in my opinion. I don't really think DW's control their emotions more like suppressing them. Plus study trauma based mind control it's an interesting subject. If they manage to get people to be drawn to them, then they are skilled at deception.