[Nneka]

I got the LW/DW thing when I figured out the difference between these 2 statements.

1. Being a lightworker means you only take actions that serve the highest good of all.
2. Being a lightworker means that you take actions that serve the highest good of all only.

The first statement means that all of your actions serve the highest good of all, but they don't only serve the highest good of all. They may be of benefit to you. But as a lightworker, you are only concerned with the service to all and what you get out of it is a byproduct.

You concentrate on creating, giving, and let the receiving take care of itself. This is what gives the level of clarity. You ask the question, "Is this serving the highest good of all?" If it happens to serve you so be it. As a DW you would ask, "Is this serving me?" If it happens to serve others so be it.

An example is saying whatever it takes to win a presidential race. Yeah, it might help some people out, but the bottom line is, "Am I going to win?" Once you win, you ask, "is this going to help me stay in power?" If it happens to help people, it's a by product. You're not asking, "What can I do to serve the citizens?"

With the second statement, you are actually blocking the flow of Energy. That's why it feels so hard. No action taken will only result in energy given or gained. It comes full circle. So trying to take actions that only result in energy given or gained causes internal conflict. In other words, as a lightworker your question is, "Is this action serving the highest good of all?" You don't need to worry about if its only serving the highest good of all.

Now things get tricky if you are not honest. You can convince yourself of anything. That's why in order to polarize you must be highly conscious. You'll feel great in either direction.

As a LW, you'll feel great giving to the highest good of all. If you're open, your life will hum along nicely and you'll want for nothing. Once fear is introduced, you'll start thinking, "but what about me?" That's when the mind begins to play tricks. As a DW, it's the same. The rush of power and domination is intoxicating. If love seeps in and you get an attack of conscience looking at all the people you may have harmed, then you start rationalizing.

Does this make more sense?