 A darkworker's path to anhialating polarity
I wonder how the idea of subjective reality and personal responsibility enters in to this...? I create my own reality, I am god, I accept/love myself, I am one, everyone is one with me... a part of me as one beautiful being sensing life in the stars...
It's a paradox... you can't care about yourself and love yourself unconditionally as the creator of your reality, as a part of all that is, without also caring about others, as they are a part of you.
I don't understand the necessity to choose....?
This is where the darkworker/lightworker idea breaks down... this is what happens at the end of Steve's metaphor, when you travel far enough along the path the two ideas/polarities merge anyway?
I'm a lightworker by nature, but conducting darkworker activities (taking in/building energy, (healing???) excessive concern for my self and well-being) in order to fix things in my life...as they currently are...in order to achieve happiness and freedom, and then helping others will naturally stem from that, I think.
I also just completed a several month exercise to contribute something that may have no benefit to me at all, but just wanting to do it. The benefit is that I know I succeeded in my effort and that is enough. I was recognized, it brought enjoyment to someone, I think. I contributed something, love that I could do it, and if more comes of it than fantastic, if not, it is enough. I could define this in terms of either perspective.
...like the progression from student to teacher, from concern for self, to concern for family, to concern for society... it may be all just age and evolution.  |