the thing is though i feel like I messed HER up. I was never the supportive sister, or the cool, confident, smart older sister she could look up to. Rather I was demeaning towards her, direct the world's anger on her, and call her a whole slew of bad words..I feel like this has affected her,and that is the reason for her downfall...because of me..because I was never there for her...because I wasn't someone she would be able to look up to, trust, or seek advice from. |