Angela: I know it sounds like im "mooching" off her and in a way I guess I am but at the same time im trying to save our relationship as I do love her with all my heart.
Perfect Sunday: She is a very "sexually active" pearson she says she couldnt live without her sex she "enjoy's it to much". I will admit that while I was in hospital I was affected in the southern regon, and found my stamana had droped drematicly.

I've spoken with a specialist and he says there is some damage and am now waiting for a date for an operation to fix this damage.
As for the living situation we live with her mother as she could not cope with the bills on her own so we offered to move in and help. and because my friend are in the forces (Army, Air force, Navy) they are now stationed all over the world. and no longer have there flats near me for me to share...if that makes sence?
Jennihul: Its easyer said than done...i've spent 2 years engaged to her and then 3 years with her before that...I dont want it to go to waste if I can help it...