[Rockchick26]

I have the same problem. Ever since i was in grade school,i have PRAYED for a big circle of friends. But all through grade school and high school,all i could manage was finding fake friends who picked on me,quit talking to me eventually,or who ended up stealing things from me,wrecking my car,and physically abusing me,sort of. After high school i had a male best friend who had literally like 20 good friends,and i felt like such a loser compared to that,but at least i got to hang out with all of his friends,but still none of them ever called me to hang out with me,i was just known as "Dan's friend". I guess some of us are just meant to only have a few friends in our lives. I sit around wishing i had a group of friends to hang out with but i'm lucky if i have one person call me to do something once a month. Like right now,it's Friday night,9:30,no one online to talk to cuz my online friends (who live in other states) are out doing things with their friends. Sure i could go out alone and try to make something happen but i've done that before and i come home feeling worse,like everyone is out there in their friend filled world and i'm not invited. Whoa i didnt mean to go on so long about this,i tend to ramble But i'm in the same boat.