Hi,
This was a wonderful thread to read. I have been wanting a baby myself ever since I got married (I am 23 - I know it is young but I would simply love to have my baby!) but so far no luck.
Each month I think I am pregnant and I almost hypnotise myself to having morning sickness (kind of) and what not, lol. And each month I get disappointed, of course. Sometimes I think I may be thinking too much of this but I can't help it - I have always loved kids and whenever I see a baby/child I am drawn to him/her.
I have had dreams in the past about having babies, but not of late. I just feel very attracted to little children.
I read Erin's post about going to the Criss Angel show, and about the abandoned baby spirit, and it was all I could do to hold my tears in. (I was at work then, and it wouldn't do if I started crying!) I still think of that baby and wonder what happened to it. I hope and pray that it has safely crossed over and reconnected to the Source.
So anyway, what I am trying to ask is, is there something in me that maybe blocking the arrival of a baby? I want a baby, my husband wants one - but somehow we aren't there yet
There will be a baby in my future, right? And hopefully a sweet, loving, friendly, compassionate, courageous, intelligent soul? (Too much to expect huh? Maybe this is scaring the baby souls away
but don't worry baby, I will teach you all this the best I can, and you Daddy is the most amazing person I have ever met, and he will raise you perfectly too! )
Peace,
Gayathri.