Wolfgang, I haven't seen what you wrote, but "I am a darkworker and hate it" is a contradiction in itself. Dark/Lightworking is a conscious choice, a commitment. Can you consciously choose to be committed to something that you hate? Plus I see your posts here. You're not a darkworker, that's for sure.
What is it that you hate? That you use primarily fear energy to reach your goals? Or do you find yourself selfish?
Maybe you're just not ready to polarize yet. You don't have to polarize, neither now nor later. Just relax about that.
Much love to you,
Rose.
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