From what I can tell, it sounds like you are caught in a pattern. The next time you go through this boom bust cycle of good times bad times, really take a good hard look at your reactions to even the smallest details. We are creatures of habit and many times we do not even realize we are in a pattern.It is hard work to be sure but when you get to the top of the hill remember what it feels like and remember how you were reacting at that time and dont be afraid to keep the ball rolling. You are doing the right things.G
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