thanks thanks for your advises I will take some of them.
I dont believe in medical healing about depression, I know everything came from the thoughts, but there is soething that I allways wonder: achieve your goals is something that we all want , but what if we dont achieve them? how to keep happy?, is it really possible? I know the answer is yes but, is it wrong to be unhappy? maybe not, but maybe Im too driven to achieve goals and maybe I dont do all what it takes to achieve them, thinking this way makes me go a little further, but not achiving the goals keep hurting , until you wanna give up, Im in that state, but I know that I wont give up.. i know that, but its feeling like i will never live happy, i dont feel free, i dont feel things flow as they should..
ps: shnu:my native lenguage is spanish(if someone needs help translating something in spanish I can help).
tigerlilly: and i wanna go to hawaii this summer to do the same (thinking about this makes me more happy, but I think maybe this is a way of scaping reality and the problem is not solved) |