Originally Posted by Gabriel.B
The amount of turning points I've had where I though 'This is it! The solution to my fundamental problem/block' The amount of times I've discovered a new article or tried a new NLP technique, or build my discipline over from scratch, over and over -is uncountable.
Gabriel, it's possible to overdo anything.
I get the impression from your post, from its breathless, desperate, frantic quality, that you need to relax and rebalance. You might be trying too hard.
Maybe you should flush all this excessive concern with "personal development" and relax and enjoy things. Check into Taoism or something. Maybe give all your "personal development" books away.
There are many stories of people on a frantic search who achieved enlightenment after they gave up the search.
Really, your concern might be excessive, unbalanced, which might be the source of your problem.