I know how difficult it can be to be surrounded by people smoking pot and to be conflicted by wanting to smoke and not wanting to smoke at the same time. I recently moved to California and the people I met just so happened to be big pot smokers. I’ve smoked pot occasionally in the past but nothing like this. I don’t know if it’s California weed in general or just what these kids get but it really messes me up. I hate hat hate how I feel on it. I over think everything and usually just end up not saying anything, I feel awkward, stupid, and all my other social anxieties are intensified. Eventually I realized I just have to say no to them when they offer. It sucks because they seem to really enjoy how they feel when they smoke and it feels like a waste to pass up a free drug. But it really makes no sense to do something that makes you feel awful and you know will make you feel awful. There’s just no need to subject yourself to that. |