I'm not exactly placing anything on this. I was just happy to find someone who likes the same things.
I haven't called or txt'd her for a few days either. I personally think that if she really meant everything she said to me face to face and in the emails, then things have a chance or working out.
She knows I really like her, so by not calling her its going to "eat" her up inside cause I'm not doing anything, nor am I showing that I'm "upset" or sad about it. I'm just leaving it alone for a while and seeing where it will pan out.
However, I honestly don't think I'm controling by any means. I told her from the start that if she wants to hangout with her friends (girls) then by all means do it. Yet...when she hangs out with her ex-boyfriend I feel I have a reason to be mad.
After all this happened on Saturday, I just did what I do best...and raced. There's something about the sound of my engine and my exhaust that really calms me down. LOL
In the mean time, I'll continue living life a 1/4 mile at a time with the throttle wide open and a stupid grin on my face because life is to short to be upset or sad.
Thank you everyone for either telling me I'm an idiot or helping me figure out what my next move is!
P.S. DayInTheLife - I think I was getting so worked up about this because I actually cared about her. I rarely let people see into my soul and I suppose after this I felt betrayed so to speak. It really isn't easy for me to open up, so when I do it shows something special.
Hope everyone is having a wonderful start to the week...
"You can't be let down if you don't expect the world." - 311
P.S.S. I'm not expecting the world... LOL