Originally I thought I would prefer to be a Darkworker, then I wanted to be a Lightworker, then it was like a ping pong match...back and forth. Back and forth.
Right now...I am a student, and by God to be a student you have to be selfish, so much so you have to disregard socialising with your friends so that you can study, disregard others so that you can get the top grades. Its merciless.
And I am ok with embracing Darkwork to see me through these next few years. If I have to go to the gym instead of walking home with my friends, if I have to protest at the choice of restaurant or takeaway because of ethical issues, then by God I will.
I want to leave school in about 8 years with a PhD in Psychology, and I don't see how being a Lightworker can be the most efficient way to get there.
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