[Michelle]

and I want to know how and why I am attracting this into my life.

For the past several months our newspaper has gone missing a couple times a week. I made peace with that recently and told myself that if the person who is stealing it really feels they need it more than I do, let them have it. I felt it wasn't worth suffering and stressing about, and I also have faith that people reap the consequences of their own actions anyway.

But now. There was a letter in my box on Saturday. My boyfriend and I saw it as we were leaving the house. I said "oh, I know what that is - leave it there, I'll get it later". Well, today is Monday and I went down to get it. No mail in the box. I am in shock, feel like crying ... and simply don't know what to do.

We live in a house with 7 apartments and have the euro-style mailboxes with slits, not the american style with the big wide open door. So, anyone who wanted to steal would really have to fish for it. I am just at a loss and feel so violated...