[Dennis1]

i am 17 and i dont have any friends or the motivation to do anything. i stopped working out because i didnt care about getting any bigger but i realize that was the only thing keeping me alive because now i spend even more time in front of this computer.

i cant get things done for school because when school is all you have to do with your life its really depressing. my mom stays at home and does my laundry and cooks for me anytime i want and doesnt require me to do any chores. even if i go to the park to keep from off'ing myself or somewhere its depressing to do these things alone. i go to school and come home i dont have a TV just this old computer so all i can do is homework.

i cant get any hobbies because i dont want to do it alone thats depressing. so there is no reason for me to live and i dont know what to do i think just off myself and be on the news in between football and other BS that seems reasonable at this point.