It's all about you, sweetie.
I think it was that "or ugly actually" comment that gave it away.
And then there's the "I act so nice/sweet/happy with most of my friends/ distant family/acquaintances and everyone else in this world" comment.
You hate yourself for being so "ugly" and you "act." Hmmmm, I think carenkh has it right. It starts with acceptance of self - YOURself. The rest will come. |