I was actually assaulted

by a Incubus last week at the heavy storm time, i even considered going to counseling.
Now i had occurrences of beautiful young women for few times in last couple of years all of them being on top of me. Interesting thing is that i never remembered their face but the entire experience was how to say "vivid". I even experienced some things that i never practiced with my gf's.
I am still pretty sad that i am still a victim.
I expected that this would be a change towards the better because they made me feel good. It seems they are misusing my current emotions that are still in limbo.
Still i would like to think they mented good to me but learning about the succubus.. ahh
