I've been trying for so long to make it out of my situation so I can start my life. Right now I am 22 living with my parents having just got out of the army. I joined the army because I felt stuck where I am. I got discharged out the army because I realized it is controlled and operated by darkworkers so I insisted that I be discharged.
The thing about my situation is I live with my parents in a town which is about a 25 minute drive from the somewhat small city of New Bedford MA. Where I live there is really no jobs, especially if you aren't involved socially in the town. All of my friends are in the city, the jobs are in the city, my life is really in the city. However my way of getting there is to get dropped off by my parents sometime in the afternoon at one of my friends house.
So before I was in the army I spent a long time just sitting at home and visiting friends occasionally. It was usually too late to look for jobs and what job wants to hire someone who lives that far from their work and doesn't have any sort of reliable transportation.
So after doing 7 months in the army I have finally gotten home and i'm about two weeks back in my civilian life. I have managed to go to the career center in New Bedford and im going to get hooked up with a job. The only problem is that I need to live in the city. I searched for an apartment. I found one that feels amazing and I can totally see myself living in. The only problem is I have only $450 and the person who's going to be my roommate is going to have about 300$. The rent is only $550 per month for a 2br but I have to pay first and last to move in on may 1st. So I need 1100$. The problem is how to get that cash so I can move in before someone else takes the apartment. This is the best deal for an apartment I have seen in a long time. It is safe, the landlord is cool, and its completely up to spec, freshly painted with new windows and insulation etc.
I really see myself in the apartment, I want to live their so badly for many reasons including my music career with my friend whos going to be my roommate. Right now I can't record at my house because of my parents so im keeping my equipment where he's currently living. He ran away from his parents because they were abusive and another family took him in but he's 18 now and him and his girlfriend want to live together. We just all really want to become independent and this apartment is the biggest thing we lack a place to live where we can have our own space, our own energy, and be able to get work.
I guess what i'm asking is if anybody has tips on how I could make some cash quickly, or if I could get some donations from any kindhearted souls who understand why I am striving for this so much. My paypal account is drell0@hotmail.com if you want to make a donation. Or if anyone could even give me a loan that I could pay back once I get squarely on my feet that would be great. I need about $350-400. It's not much money in the long run but I need it by May 1st so I can move into this wonderful apartment. If anyone decided to donate some money to me I am sure they will benefit tremendously from the karma, because I have great plans as a lightworker the main thing stopping me is my isolation from the community I care about and that has the opportunities I need to support myself.