I would say that you should forgive yourself. It's done, and thankfully you are safe, so maybe you can still gleen a little gratitude from what appears to be an unfortunate situation. This situation may offer you the opportunity to a) communicate with your supervisor b) receive additional training c) explore other career options. None of which would be a bad thing. I understand that since this was pretty traumatic and it just happened, you may be focusing on what appears to be a very negative situation. But I believe that our problems are opportunities, because they offer contrast between where you are now, and where you wish to go. Best of luck -- be gentle with yourself! |