So far, this month
I have gotten up early every single day at 7AM except once, I head immediately to the gym. I run a mile or two, and then hit the weights.
Now, if only the rest of my life could this good....but it's not.
I wanted to hand in my assignments on time, so far I've failed almost every time.
I wanted to be more focused, I am but it's just a little improvement, I'm still stressed out and can't concentrate for long periods of time.
I'm still having extremely violent thoughts all the time (thoughts of hurting people and stuff)....it's mostly because of my situation, I really want to tone this down.
I want to change my reality, I have to change my reality. |