[MasterD]

That's a motivating message Steve.

In my experience at some point you become aware of the greater perspective and there just isn't a way to return being a darkworker. Something has shifted and you would continually feel that you are doing the wrong thing and that you should shift your powers to the light side.

I too have this, this feeling that I wish I never got myself into spiritual books, because then it would be 'OK' to be a darkworker, but my sister gave me "The Power of Now" for my birthday and so I read it. It would be so much easier to just go for my own personal gain instead of finding my spiritual task. But on the other hand, I would not want to live without the perspective on life I have now, because eventually I would have to make the shift.