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I am 21 years old student of IT management and i have few really good friends who are few years older than me. They graduated or will in a few months. Some of them are in a good relationships and planing to get married. I'm very very far from that stage.

When i hear what are they talking about it really scares me. They are 25 and want good job with nice salary so they can get married and live together. They are desperately craving for stability, safe and secure life. Most of girls i've met who are 25,26 years old want families in near future, they want good husband who will make them feel safe.

I, on the other side, would like to travel the world till my 35 and then start to live their dream. It is too soon, in my opinion, to start family with 26. But when i say that to girls they laugh on me, say i'm a dreamer, maybe a fool. Some of them say that it sounds exciting but that they don't have courage or will to do something like that.

Am i risking too much by having that kinds of wishes? I've met so many decent people who are very realistic and much more effective than me. There's no way that they will listen to some dude who's dream is to travel with no destination in his mind. I have a feeling that i'll be a 28 years old single guy, with broken dream because i have never found a person willing to take a risk.

I know that plenty of you will say that i should keep up with my dream but it is so scary being 1:500 000