PianoManGidley, yeah that would be nice
I also don't believe in monogamy very much, but until the culture and society I live in has overcome that mentality I must adhere to their conventions.
I have experimented very little with monogamy (in the sense of
long-term relationships with one partner) and I'm curious to discover what it really means, to go on trips, to do many things together, etc. with the same person for more than a year. I am actually attracted to the idea of getting married one day so I want to start training :P
Vasilisa, let me be honest and say that the attraction is not equal towards all.
The point is that according to my feeling one girl has worked really hard to get me and really looks more "devoted" to me, showed more concern etc. (since almost a year now) and according to my feelings and "emotional righteousness" she would
deserve me more than the other girls.
I'm not more attracted to her but she says things that touch my compassion (the fact that a person is so extremely concerned about me for so much time is a pretty new experience for me...).
The other three are less "devoted" and I'm pretty sure that for the latest one I must also show more coming from my side...
The problem is that they all suddenly came to me at the same time; is it because it's spring-time here and their hormones are going havoc? :P
So... I'm in a real dilemma.
I like to love, but I don't like to make certain people (like the girl I just talked above) feel hurt or get angry with me.