I'm afraid of finding my purpose, too, but it's because I'm afraid of how much I might need to change to work towards living my purpose once I find it. I'm afraid of things like "What if I need to leave my boyfriend or any of my dear and close friends because of my purpose?" or "What if I need to move somewhere where I never planned on moving?" (since I've been planning on moving to live with my boyfriend and near other friends in another state). Worse still, "What if I need to give up doing something I've loved doing for my entire life (such as music) to fulfill my purpose?" |