[Vee]

I want to guard myself from depressions.

I am trying though. I went out and had a facial in the morning and had a meal in a restaurant on my own. I thought I should stay out and go shopping but that upsets me - i don't need more things. I need experiences with people.

When I got home i felt so bad i just slept all day.

I just managed to get out of bed and by some dinner and a weird synchronicity happened. I went to a new restaurant and i asked the lady how she got the name and she said - "I asked the universe. If you ask the universe you'll get the answer"

lol! so I suppose the universe is trying to talk to me - i just wish it'd do something concrete.

I'm going online to book courses now for next week - it'll cost money but i trust the universe to work something out for me.