I have not met these friends, I only found out about them through accessing his email. I confronted him about one of the emails, we got into a huge argument about me sneaking into his privacy, he told me how dare i compare him to my cheating father and that he doesnt deserve that. The other email, i havent confronted him about. I know he's not cheating or having an affair with any of them, cause he's home. I just cant get used to him talking on the internet with other women from his past. i think it is mainly my insecurities. The email suggested nothing other than it was nice to talk to him online, and she asked about me and our kids. He is more than willing to introduce them to me, they live 300 miles away in his hometown tho. He just keeps in touch via internet. I'm sure its an ego booster for him, he wants his old girlfriends to know he's doing well for himself now and not the wild party guy he was in the past. I know that for sure. Its just hard for me to share him with any other women. I just need help to get over it, quit letting those thoughts consume my every thought of the day. I need to quit sneaking into his internet and then i wouldnt get pissed off. We have a good marraige, I dont know what compells me to do these things, and I know if I keep it up, it will ruin my marraige. It seems its gotten worse for me lately for some reason. I guess, I'm just feeling insecure. Should I go to a shrink?  |