[MasterD]

When I first read about stuff like this I was always wondering what the hell the writer was talking about.

Then suddenly on a day I got a huge insight; basically being in total awe of the miracle of human existence and the universe in general. I broke out of the 'matrix'. It was extremely scary and in a way it still is when I really get myself into the insight (which I kind of lose track of when I am absorbed in daily activities). It came about because of articles/books I read (which probably for some reason I was attracted too). In the first year or so I really wished I never read that stuff; I really wanted back into the matrix, like everybody else around me. I was always like 'how didn't I see this before? why aren't other people seeing this?'. It certainly would be a lot easier to be trapped in the eggshell.

Right now I am primarily doing stuff for myself, but in the light of becoming a force for good for whole humanity; in a sense; becoming a lightworker. Lol... that sounds a little bit egoic, but that's basically what it is.