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Originally Posted by uberinquisitive  Porn writing, erotica - same thing to me. I like to call my stories "filth."
I wish I was truly "free" enough to just do what I want, without worrying about whether it will fail or succeed...or I will be judged...etc.. |
You are. But you probably haven't realized it yet.
Think of it this way: the people that may criticise you... will they be at your deathbed? Will you feel happy that, even though you never lived your dream, at least you didn't upset a bunch of closeminded people you likely didn't care about, or even knew anyway? Will your loved ones, the people that encourage you, feel relieved that you preferred the opinions of (non-existent) strangers over theirs? Will you die at peace with yourself, knowing the music is still trapped within you? Can you forgive yourself for that?
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Yeah, I thought so.