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Originally Posted by Kazeko  My quotes:
1) Many times I come to them with love, happiness and open heart.
2) Bears can't bear me, the mighty eagle. I'm dangerous for them.
3) They envy and strike, strike hard.
4) ...they want to eat me, to crucify, to suck my joy and throw me away.
5) I am bleeding, my wounds are deep.
That's my usual pattern. As I see now.
Conclusion: I should be suspicious, should I? I should not trust people? |
I used to be very open, and 'loving' myself, when I was young, in a very hippy and soft hearted everything is light and wonderful kinda way. I was young and naive. I later learned that nature hates weakness, and attacks it; that is the way of nature, it is not the way of man or of human society (we look after and protect the weak).
I like people who have their own sense of internal power, who are more self-sufficient, and do not lean on others, or give their 'love' away (with the real reason for doing this, being that they want something back in exchange).
Love yourself first, be powerful (it doesn't mean ruthless). Be utterly honest with yourself, what is behind it all for you, your real motivation for 'loving' people.
Only you can work this out; no-one else can tell you.