Its kinda hard to act compassionately when you don't feel any genuine compassion. Selflessness is something you can't want for yourself, that would be selfish. The ego likes to hide behind masks don't make "becoming a lightworker" one of them. No offense but every problem you brought up wouldn't be a problem to a truly unselfishly motivated person. My suggestion would be to seek to understand yourself.
The times when I felt motivating compassion were the times I completely stopped thinking of myself as separate or unique from anyone, I could literally feel a connection with others, I knew deep down we are the exact same, every one of us. I didn't stay in this mode long because it required tremendous focus. Again, my advice is to free yourself of your own personal issues in order to develop this focus. Steve, has a written a bunch of articles on motivation and sorting through emotional issues, you could start there. |