Vee, I know what you mean -- I often feel like the universe is just joking around with me, which is fun when it's just a fun situation, but plain frustrating when it's not.
After posting this morning about money (again, as usual), I needed to run to the grocery store. Got in the car, turned the key, and the radio was on, playing "Money for Nothing" by Dire Straits.
On the way home, I was listening to public radio, and thinking about how I have such a talent for creating coincidences. I thought, I'm going back on that forum and ask how come I can conjure up songs about money, but not money? How do I turn this talent into cold hard cash? At that moment, the host was telling how to order a copy of the program and the last letter of the program number was, he said, "C, as in cash." ACK!
But these are not alpha reflections. This stuff happens to me CONSTANTLY. And it appears to have no practical value whatsoever. I just keep slogging away with that ceiling above.
I said when I first found this forum, that I was looking for an epiphany. I want an answer that really resonates, and I simply cannot find it.