Hi all.
I've been out of town, working as an electrician.
I've worked for 14 hours per day, this weekend included.
Without internet, I couldn't resist smoking. My colleague who went there with me is a smoker...
I feel so bad about this. It's amazing how ONE little cigarette can wreck everything again.
I don't want to smoke again.
The day after I smoked again, my lungs felt stiff and weird when I woke up.
And my stamina was REALLY low.
It's about time that I kick this bad habit for good.
I'm gonna smoke the last one in my pack while saying goodbye to my old friend, the cigarette, who has been tormenting my body and mind for so many years.
I'm sorry for letting you down. And not least for letting myself down.
Just as things were getting easier.
I will forgive myself and start over now. I will be a non-smoker again.
This time I will remember every single one of my failures.
Remember that one puff is all it takes.
I will post back when I've smoked that last cigarette.
Wish me luck. Oh.. no. No luck needed. Give me strength!