Fear of people
I'm in a very desperate state... I am afraid of people. I don't trust them. Almost everyone wants to do harm to me. Many times I come to them with love, happiness and open heart. Only to realize they don't want it. They envy and strike, strike hard. I am bleeding, my wounds are deep. And I have to heal them... Again...
So, what's the point? Why do I have to socialize at all??? Bears can't bear me, the mighty eagle. I'm dangerous for them. So they want to eat me, to crucify, to suck my joy and throw me away.
Should I hide forever?
Now I feel only strong fear. I feel weak. Help me. But please, leave that SR stuff.
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