You need to figure out if you want the education.
If you want the education itself it is a goal that ends in a few years? How do you feel about that? It means you'll have to find a new path afterwards.
Is the education a step on the way towards something greater?
You should think about if the education really is the best way for you to move towards your goals. Maybe there is a faster route to your dreams.
Maybe you feel that you're wasting time. Then you need to figure out better ways to spend your time and DO IT!
Just being is really boring and agonising. There's a brain in your skull that demands experiences. You can only just be for so long before you get restless. You need to figure out what to do the rest of the time.
The more interesting your life is, the more time you can spend just being. If your life is really interesting, being and doing becomes the same thing, I think.
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"We're here for a good time, we're not here for a long time." - Colin Mcrae
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